Happy Again!

So, I'm so happy. Celine isn't mad or anything anymore! =D
Yay! I Love her sooo much.

...

What do you do when you fuck up so bad that only talking to your love will
cheer you up but your love refuses to talk to you. Well you could try such things to relieve stress
such as:
Cutting
Drugs
Smokes

Or you could do my way, think of your worst and sadist memory ever and just
cry. Think of that memory and replace it with what ever is bugging you.
mind you then whatever is bugging you just swells up inside you until it
rips apart your mind from the inside out.

Well that's about all I'm willing to share,
basically i fucked up and now I'm trying to fix it.

CELINE!

I love you soooooooo much celine!
I'm sad i didn't get to see you today though =(

BEST...FLASH...EVER!

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Okay i officially love...

So, i totally love Celine.
Shes just the most amazing person ever.

& I totally plan to ask her out sometime.


Omg! the next most amazing person in my life is squirt!
BEST CUDDLER EVER!

^Thats Squirt^

I pretty sure its what i want

sooo i chose celine.

I think thats what i want.

Although i worry, does celine actually like me?
Oh well, we will see what happens.

Wow i'm cool...Not!

Okay this may sound either really stupid
or wierd coming from me but...

I feel fucking guilty of the thoughts i had when i was horny.
yeah i know its stupid...

KYLE! NO POINTING OUT THE OBVIOUS!
like you do with everyother of my entries.

Great...

Sooooo.....

Celine totally likes me now
I have no idea what to do though
its really annoying.
I'm kinda like
"Should I ask her out?"
or like
"am I sure I actually want to?"

Also...
I wish I knew who I actually liked.
Its so fucking annoying!

Anyways that's enough complaining for today

Trust?

How can I trust people when I can't even trust myself to make the right decision's? Can I truly tell people my deepest secrets when I don't even know them myself. How do I know no one will take advantage of my trust just like others have done to me in the past. Do I just hope that everything will turn out fine? But then...what is hope but believing in the small chance of something that will most likely never happen.

Question.

To those who actually read this.

What do you think of me?
What do you like about me?
What don't you like about me?

Either tell me in a comment, tell me on msn, or E-mail me.
thomas-reed@hotmail.com

Please be Truthful.

Shit...

Okay dude! I just found out my friend has more of a reason to be depressed then anyone of my other friends(the ones who get depressed) yet he never seems sad! I have no idea how he does it but he has my respect. Half his family has died in the past few years...Even his sister.

I'm not gonna say who because I'm trying to respect his right to privacy.

FUCK!

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FUCK! I lost it T_T How the fuck did i lose it!


Fuck i hate myself
Fuck Tommorow is gonna be really fucking shitty...Maybe i can skip...

Hurray! New Clothes!

Omg! i got new clothes =D i feel so amazing! its all black and i got a HIM cd! =D


So yeah thats amazing, and the best part of today.
i felt really left out today but i dont know why, i mean i
was the one excluding myself. i wish there was somewhere i could go to be
by myself. fuck...what the hell is up with me? i don't even enjoy being with my friends
but i dont know why, its not like i'm ignored.

Omfg

Omfg! My boots are fucking amazing but wanna know what's better then my boots? My friends! But that's not what this post is about so yeah. I'm totally bored at the moment, I'm really tempted to try cutting just to know what it feels like but I could name a few people would kill me if I did so yeah, I'll stay away from that. You know its funny, so many kids want alcohol because its off limits to them but me, I can have it anytime I want but the one thing that I've put off limits from myself. Fuck you know, I'm an idiot.

And fuck anyone who thinks this is an EMO post! I'm not depressed at all.
Just Curious.

What the fuck Kyle?

Do you not even care about Celine? I mean common your practically asking her to break up with you. If your gonna be so uncaring then end it yourself because no one is gonna like you anymore for going out with Celine but refusing to even talk to her. Your an ass you know that? Why the fuck did you even go out with Celine in the first place? The only fucking reason she's worried about you is because you haven't been at school for a fucking week! People are gonna start worrying and wondering you know!

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Halloween, Oh Joy

So Halloween was pretty boring, I went with my little brothers because lauren decided she didnt want me to go with her and laura had so many people with her already I didn't bother asking. Oh well, I got tons of candy so i guess it makes up for the lack of excitement I had. Next year I really ought to find someone to go with.