Lmao

So
for all my most likely non existant readers
I like 3 Girls
Any guesses?
K well there Lauren, my girlfriend and extreamely violent
Caitlin whom makes me smile just seeing her
and Laura, the one i have never even gotten close to before yet something about her sparks interest.

Anyways
now all you invisble readers can feel left out XD

Fuck...

So Deppression Sucks
First I'm dumped on thursday then i find out today that i have like no chance
with the other girl that probably could have cheered me up.
Fuck
now i wish i could have just stuck to liking Laura...
at least She doesnt let me think i actually have a chance with her...

I wonder how long it would take people to notice if i killed myself...
Whatever
even if i tried i doubt i could do it...out of the few who would truly care thats till too much
sadness that would be my fault

DotDotDot...Dude! i Can Spell "Dot" =D

So I'm wondering if i should even have a birthday party
i mean my birthday is in 1 week
and theres a few things
1 no one ever comes to anything i plan
well some people do like laura but thats cause shes amazing
2 its close to spring break so some people may be away
3 i hate organizing parties
even if it is very little work
4 I wouldnt know who to invite

Alright
well...
I'm not gonna make a big deal bout it
but i'm gonna stop hanging out at the amphitheater.
In fact im gonna try to avoid it.

Effin Hell

Fuck.